fight a little more

I hope you know, one day I won't be there anymore. You never take me seriously. Really now, anime..? Is it really that important. Do you not even realize how much I have to sacrifice for you? And I know you haven't been having any problems lately, and that's just so good. I'm so happy for you. And I know I've been going through some stuff and I call you. But for you to just leave me for anime, or something so small.. It just really hurts to know that I don't mean anything to you. I always tell you that no matter what you do, or how many times you make a mistake with me I'll always be there for you. & I will, no doubt. You can make all the mistakes you want. But I've told you so many times before that if a friend needs you, no matter what you're doing.. you should help them. And it's not just me, it's anybody. Don't be so self centered and do whatever you want. I know it's hypocritical, for I don't always do that myself. But I just wish you'd realize how much I do for you, and no I don't expect you to devote your time to me all the time. All I want from you is just to be there for me in return. I do know that you care, and that you'll always be there for me. But just show it a little more. When I tell you something, I'm serious about it.. So please, don't think that I'm joking. I might say it in a joking way, but please take me seriously. I'm not mad at you, a little disappointed but not upset or anything. I'm not always going to be here you know.. You're going to need to learn to make more than just two friends.