happy thanksgiving

HAPPY THANKSGIVING CUTIES!:))♥ I'm truly blessed to have all the best friends & family in the world. Today I've just been stressing over practically nothing which then led me to realize that today is a day of Thanks. To the Lord and to everybody around you that you love. I'd just like to thank everybody around me...

First of all, my family. They mean the world to me & I don't tell them everyday that I love them. They're always with me through thick and thin. They raise me up when I'm down. And I can trust them with my life. They always look out for me, even in ways I don't like. I appreciate everything they have to sacrifice for me and do for me. My mom especially, she was there to change my diapers.. she was the one that had to go through the 14 hours of pain and labor just so I can be here today. If there was a word greater than thank you or I love you.. she deserves it. She stays up with me until 4 am while I'm studying for biology finals or she wakes up at 5 am just to send me to the airport. These little things that I never really appreciate, they make up our relationship. I should tell people I appreciate them more and that I love them more. Also my father, although he's not here all the time, he's still my father. He makes sure there's food on the table and I have clothes to wear. He teaches me right from wrong and makes sure I pick myself up when I fall. He's given me almost everything I have, and I never get to tell him how much I love him and miss him when he's gone.. because when he's here, he's busy with his business. But I love him. Then there's my two brothers, myohmy.. They make sure all the bad boys are chased away. I remember I got a black eye once and I called up Jasper and he was like 'do you want me to handle it?!' Yeahh, they got my back.. Jasper keeps me out of trouble and Jamie is the dad for me, when my real dad isn't here. He teaches me right from wrong and he helps me when I'm in trouble.

My friends, my bestfriends, my enemies, people who I don't even know. They've all helped me in someway. The friends that make put smiles on my face. Make me laugh during lunch. Buy me balloons on my birthday. Break my sunglasses. Buy stoopid things with me. Pig-out with me! & then there's my bestfriends that know somethings wrong without me telling them. I've got one who can tell if I've got a new boytoy. I've got one that doesn't even ask me what's wrong, just who to fck up! I've got one who is missing half the time but when I see him, it makes me happy. I've got one that sings to me when I'm down. I've got the best bestfriends. The enemies that aren't so enemy-ish.. They help me realize what I've done wrong and they help me put my pride away and apologize. Though some of our fights don't always turn out to the best, I'm thankful for them. Then the people I don't even know.. I remember once during lunch I dropped my $20 on the floor.. and I had no idea it fell out. So I continued to walk away and a really nice gentlemen, that to this day I still don't know his name:( He chased me all the way from choir room to the portables near K building.. just to give it back to me. I mean, some people would have taken it and not even bothered to give it back to me. So I was really thankful for him.. But before I could ask him his name, he jet setted away:(

The last, and certainly the most important.. My Father in Heaven. He's always been there for me and He always will be. Even if I chose to neglect Him or ignore Him. He sits there and waits for me to return to His loving arms. He knows me better than I know myself. He put my life together from beginning to the end. Through the rough times, He's with me to protect me. I fear nothing for I have the Lord on my side. I'm thankful for all the ups and downs in my life. Because the ups help me to be thankful for what I have, and the downs help me to look on the bright side of things. That things could be worse in my case. So in the end, I'm thankful for life. Live it to the fullest.