Baby, Please Come Home!

They're singing Deck the Halls, but it's not like Christmas at all! I remember when you were here, all the fun we had last year. Baby please come home:) Ohmymymy, that song has been stuck in my head for like the past week. It's such a cute song! So I had my choir concert Thursday & Friday, it was pretty exciting! My first Winter Concert of High School. It partially sucked cause Mady is in Mustang Singers (which is by total accident cause her schedule didn't allow her to be in Treble) But anyways, Mustang Singers were with Women's Ensemble in choir room. & Treble was with Chamber Singers in band room.

I really miss Mady:( Our whole point to join choir was to have a class with each other like in 7th:( And now she's with her own friends, which she always has been and it's not problem. But we never have our midnight calls or analyzing anymore! I guess she's found a new bestfriend to do that with. Which is great, I'm so happy for her. But I was reading Shopaholic & Sister and then Becky's bestfriend, Suze leaves her for a new girl named Lulu while Becky's on her honeymoon.. with Luke Brandon, which in my mind is the second hottest man on earth besides Robert Pattinson, my husband♥ Anyways! Hahah, yeah, well it's okay. I mean we still keep in touch, just not as often.. actually, hardly ever.. Ohwell, changes always happen I suppose.

For you, my hoobiepie! I know lately things have been a little rough, I mean.. extremely rough. But I know you'll see it through. You're strong and maybe you don't think you are, I know you are. You're gonna do great things and don't even doubt that. It's these little roadblocks in your life that make you stronger. It was really unexpected and out of the blue, which can be a little frightening. Just keep your head up & know that I'll always be here.. To sing... 'Sunshine, lollipops and rainbows! Everything is wonderful.. nananana when.. WE'RE TOGETHER:)' Hahahhahah, you know I love you!

Omg, I'm so tired:( I'm like exhausted, physically and mentally. Yesterday we had a waterpolo game @ 2:50 and then a second game at 5:20 but I couldn't stay for the second game because our call time was six. So I left after first game, which we won cause the other team forfeit. Then I rush home and shower, make-up, dress, all that stoopid taking-forever stuff. I get to the theatre, do a few warm ups and then bam! It's 6:30 and house doors open. It was seriously exhausting, I miss my napssss:( Mm, anyways, so it ended at like 9 and I get home and I'm so tired but I continue to read Shopaholic & Sister cause it was getting interesting.. So I fall asleep at like 11.. and then this morning I had to wake up at SIX:( Another waterpolo game today.. one at 7:40 and it was freeezingFREEEZING cold! I couldn't feel my body, but the water in the pool was warm so the coldness of my body and the heat of the water made this tingly feeling! It was kindof weird, so anyways, Kiki & I warm up with a few laps of treading and our lunges.. which I outmost hate. I hate being goalie, s;kfa;sk!:( I miss being in field, swimming over people and drowning them and awwwwww! Instead, now I sit in a goal and block balls coming my way. Which I don't even do a very good job of, I maybe blocked like 7 balls today? So I tell Matt, my coach, that I don't wanna be goalie.. And then a sudden feel of guilt passes over me! Me leaving Kiki to do it all by her lonesome self, the team counting on me. It just sucked, cause I hate being goalie but I feel as though I'm obliged to do it. Whatever, like Kiki said.. I'm a bisexual cause I just don't know what I want! HAHAHA, JKJK:) I know what I want, I want to play field. But I'm being drawn to play goalie, what to do what to do! So I get home and I eat and read and then.. I crash, for three hours. YES, finally, some good sleeep! & Now I'm off to finish Shopaholic & Sister and start on Shopaholic & Baby. I know Wynnie will be extremely proud of me when I finish!:) OH & I lost my glasses, well hopefully I didn't.. hopefully they're in Johannsen's room.. But yeah, as of now, I cannot find them:(