Thanks A Lot

Great way to start my year off, thanks to you. For being a total asshole. You think you're so great! You don't need New Years resolutions, you're never going to keep them so why bother even thinking about them? You always say you're so lazy and that you treat people jerkish. Well then stop! Shouldn't that be your new years hope? That you'll try to do that? & Stop taking your whole life as a joke! You take everything as a joke, even me. Well I'm so close to being done. Why can't you just help yourself? I feel like I've finally helped you and finally got you to see things and then you just slip through my fingers. I know I'm not the one to talk, because I've got flaws too & lots of them. But at least I see them and that I want to change. You? You don't even care about yourself! You're so lazy in every aspect of your life besides academically, so how are you ever going to be social? How are you going to make bridges for later? Maybe the next president of the United States is some guy you never cared for because you were too lazy to make new friends? You say you hate all of the people you hang around! So why hang around with them? There are 3,000 other people you can meet! That's 3,000 chances and even if 2,999 of then reject you, you've still made one friend. I really feel like giving up, and not even being your friend anymore! I know I need you, you're my bestfriend.. But I'll get over it, it may take awhile but I will. And then I think about the promise I made you and how I said I'll always be there for you, and I feel guilty for leaving. So what do I do? Do I stick around and just make myself mad? Even though there are times when you make me laugh when nobody else can. Or do I leave knowing that I will never have to deal with the grief you give me.. but I let you down. You know I need you, you know you make me laugh when nobody else can, you know I'll always be there for you, you know that you always help me & you know that you're my bestfriend.. So can you please, please just start acting like it?