Officially Missing You

Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements? It's hard to tell with you, I've given you more than one chance to explain yourself & everytime you seem to screw it up. You never seem to care about me or about our relationship, so when things are going wrong you go to another girl. Then when I find out about her, you come back to me and say you're really sorry and that she meant nothing to you. Well that just shows me that I mean nothing to you, all those 'Iloveyou's' are lies. I know we weren't an 'official couple' but to me, it counted as something. For you to just demolish that would take something really stoopid, yet you still manage to accomplish it. I let it go the first time I found out you were making out with some stranger and then I find out you do it again, with one of my friends?! Are you insane.. It takes a lot of nerve for you to tell me you still like me and you want to me with me, and only me, when two hours later, I see you holding hands with ANOTHER girl. I really thought you changed, you said you changed for me.. I guess not. Once a cheater, always a cheater.










But I can't help to think about you, and think about if you ever think about me. I know you're not worth it, all of my friends say so.. But sometimes I wish you were, cause you meant something to me.