I Know Better

Cause I know better not to be friends with boys with girlfriends.
Oh, I know better than that, I know better.
You play the victim and I'll be the bad guy.
I know better than that, I know better.


I'm pretty much over it. No use to cry over spilled milk. What's done is done. But I really just wanna thank Wynnie Young, Katherine Chung & Jasmine Cheung! They were there when everything was going wrong. They made sure that I was okay and even though I kept telling them I was, they knew that I wasn't. & I wouldn't have gone through it without them<3 But the One I really couldn't have done without was my Saviour, Jesus Christ & Father in Heaven. I know I've turned away many many times but it's so amazing that He still gives me His unconditional love & forgave me. Though I knew in the back of my mind that He would never make me go through anything He didn't think I could handle but I don't know why I just wanted everything to end. The light at the end of the tunnel is starting to show. Though the light is still very dim, I know it's gonna grow:) I have everything I could ever possibly ask for, though it may not be much. I have a family, a very dysfunctional one at that, but hey I still have one right? I have the best friends in the whole world! & I have a merciful, forgiving & loving Father in Heaven<3

So I got accepted to Algebra 2 Honors over the summer! Hello hell-_- I sometimes wonder why I put myself through all of this sorrow and frustration. Then I think of my grandma and she motivates me to be the very best I can be. No matter what it takes or how late I stay up or what I have to sacrifice to get there. But in 15 years, I'll be known as Dr. Lee(or if I'm married whatever my other last name will be). And I'll be going through all the AP classes and medical school with the infamous Wynnie Young:) NEXT WEEK IS GNO! I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED!<333333 All dolled up with my baby dollssssss, what more could I ask for?! Who cares about prom. GNO> PROM! Heck yeahhhhhhhh.