Mike

Mike was his name. I just thank the Lord that those three people rejected us, cause well if they hadn't then we wouldn't have met Mike. Mike is one of the people Hannah, Christin, Samantha and I went to evangelize to today. And evangelizing to him opened my eyes so much. I feel like I really got a kick out of the Go Fish thing today. Even though I've been reallyreally distant with God lately and it's been so long that I've been close with Him, I don't really know how it feels anymore. This is as close as I've been in a very long time. Seeing Mike struggle and telling us that he's homeless, just really helped me. Not to see that there are people worse than me, but that there are people who are going through the exact same thing as me. Seeking God for a sign, a significant one. When sometimes all we have to do is just open up the book with all the answers, the Holy Bible. I think what Hannah did was amazing today. Let me just give it to you in a nutshell. Mike said he used to carry around bibles but they were too big and that he wanted a smaller bible. When Mike said smaller bible, in Hannah's mind something clicked. She realized she had a smaller bible, one that wouldn't be much of a hassle to haul around. She then offers it to him, and yes it may not have been a chanel purse or anything. But that bible must have costed Hannah something and she gave it up to a stranger she met 20 minutes ago. I think that shows true love, and that's all we can show to people. God's love and God's forgiveness. It's just so unfathomable that the little things one person can do can start a domino effect.

Today was whatevers. Went to the beach, supposed to be great, but it wasn't. I don't know, maybe the fact that I felt a tad bit left out? No, scratch that, more like a lot left out? I guess that's how some people feel when they hangout with me and Wynnie, but it's not even the same. Cause when you guys hangout with me and Wynnie we don't ever leave you guys out. You guys gave me your shirts to hold while you guys played in the water-_- I mean, correct me if I'm being too harsh or irrational and I don't mean to start anything well because you two are my bestfriends. But I felt like you guys didn't even care about me today. Like what happened to: "No, I love all of you guys the same." I know you two are bestfriends and I'm fine with that, but I thought we were all bestfriends. Ohwell, I saw it coming. I had a feeling it was gonna happen. Eh it's whatevers now.

Hehehe but the high point of my day was when I hung out with PYL & we drew in the sand! PYL <3's TGD & TGD <3's PYL! & We took pictures of what we wrote. Oh & I wrote his name in the sand and took a picture of it, ehehe. He makes me feeeeeeel slightly different.