Dedicated to: Wyoung, Kchung, Jcheung!

No matter what a boy has done to you, break your heart, whatever the case is. They're not worth it. I know, it's hypocritical for me to say this because well I'm still suffering from the aftermath of a heartache. But seriously, girls have one major problem, and as a girl, I think I'm allowed to say this. But we all yearn for attention. We all want to feel loved and special to somebody. It's crazy to think about how far some of us are willing to go just to get that attention. There are those who may wear their tops a little lower, pull their skirts a little higher. There are those who will bend the truth to make them self look better. There are even some who will change who they are completely. Seriously, it's so unnecessary. Be who you are and love who you're being. Love yourself and love everybody else, even the one who hurt you. Somebody wise once told me that it's harder to make enemies and maintain enemies than it is to maintain friends. I think it's kindof true. I mean, we try so hard to avoid the one we 'hate' or to walk by them just to give them an evil stare. Maybe it's just me, cause I've been there, done that. Then I think to myself after I gave them my cold stare and think, did they care that I was mad? Or what if I smiled, what would have happened? Yeah, so many what-ifs, well just do it! You never know unless you try. So many of us, and by us yes I do mean myself as well, are so influenced by what others think. We dress a certain way to impress others, we act a way to 'fit' in. But really, we should just let lose. Have fun with life! You never know when it's going to be taken away from you and the only one you have to impress is God. Because when you die, it won't be that cute guy you tried to impress standing there, but God, with your life book full of sins. I know this is so hypocritical to say, but I mean, in one way or another aren't we all? We always give people advice but barely any of us ever listen to our own advice. It's so hard to listen to others when they warn you. So many of us need to learn the hard way, but why suffer through the pain when people all around you have told you to watch out? Yet you chose to continue and in the end you get hurt. I'm not saying that everything will always end in a bad way, but when people tell you to watch out.. watch out. They're only trying to protect you and they didn't say that you couldn't continue to do what you do, but they're simply giving you a heads up. It's kindof like what my parents do with me. My mom always tells me to sleep early, though she doesn't FORCE me to. She knows that if I sleep late, I'll get what I deserve when I have to wake up early the next morning. She can't say she didn't say anything, I just chose not to listen. Kinda like what I'm doing now, ahaha:) There are so many vast options for everybody out there. Nobody should revolve around just one thing. For so long, I've wanted to be an engineer. Mainly because my dad was one and I just wanted to follow his footsteps, well he wanted me to follow his footsteps. So he embedded the thought of always wanting to become an engineer. So by the time I was 13, whenever people asked me what I wanted to be, I would say "engineer", automatically. I was like a robot, I didn't even think about it. Because I've been saying it since I was a mere child. Until one day, out of the blue, I started to truly think about what I wanted to become.. And I found a passion for helping others, in a different way, in a medical way. It's just that sometimes we forget that there is so much that the world can offer us, that we just stay trapped in our comfort zone. Get out there guys, spread your wings, broaden your horizons. There's nothing to be afraid of, you've got nothing to lose but so much to gain. The world starts now.