June 18, 2009

I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry that you could even THINK that what I wrote was possibly for you, because it wasn't. If you don't believe me, so be it. Seriously, it was amazing to even have you for so long. You've stayed longer than ANYBODY has, and now that I've lost you, I just got what I deserved. But I'd like to say thank you, for however many years you've put up with my crap. Everytime I would do something horrible and give you every reason to leave, you stayed. You taught me so much, to always put others before myself. & Just because I'm on my period & I'm PMSing it doesn't give me a right to pout at people. You've always been there for me no matter how big or small my problem was. You were harsh when you needed to be, and though at the time, I didn't appreciate it. I now understand why you did all the things you did. I can honestly say, I wouldn't be who I am today, without you. Thanks so much & I will always, always, be there for you, no matter what. Tomorrow, three months, two years, always.