BAMBAM JUMBALAYUHH!

TODAY, was simply amazing. I'm still really pissed that the flight got delayed and everything went HORRIBLE! But, God managed to work His magic and make everything ok:) I watched the Ugly Truth today! With the one and only, Katherine Chung, I swear.. This girl! She makes my okay days, my BEST days! I'm gonna miss this girl.. Wait a minute, she's not going anywhere! I'm so happy we have french together. Hehehe "oui, ca va!" I love Crhystal too! She always knows how to make me smile and laugh. And all my polo girls, my everyday hangout girls! I seriously spend like almost every waking moment with them.. 2 GAMES WON! I'M SO STOKED!!!!!!!! Like, you have no idea.. Just need to win 7 more! Wow.. 9 games; 4 days. I'm gonna be EXHAUSTED! I'm really proud of each and every one of those girls who WORKED their butt off to play with only ONE sub.. It's so hard, to know that you have really no room to mess up because this is it, this is the big leagues! This is the Junior Olympics and they managed to do BEYOND their best because they only had one sub. Mmm.. Well, there's not much to say! But I love my life and I really hope that whatever happens with you, it'll be alright. Because you've kindof been MIA in my life.. & I don't even get a hi text or call, or a goodluck text or call.. You know I'm going to JO's, or you should.. Because if you don't, then that just means that we have not talked in A LONG time! Sometimes, I think you're the horriblest guy for me in the world and I can never see myself with you. Then there are times when you are just the sweetest, my everything, boy I could ask for.. Where have you been. I miss you:( Can you show me a sign or something, that what I'm risking for you.. is the right decision? That choosing you.. was worth it? Or maybe even just telling me that you share the same emotions I do would help a lot.. I really miss your goodnight texts and shtuff.. OHGOD, I really hope that I'm not falling away from you.. Sometimes, I don't really know what to do with you. I hope the fire in my heart won't stop burning, ever. I hope that I can spark others' hearts. Because a dear friend once told me, a bigger fire will burn brighter in the world of darkness.