Don't Wanna Be Torn

Maybe its the things I say
Maybe I should think before I speak
But I thought I knew enough to know myself
And do whats right for me

And these walls I'm building now
You still bring them down
The tears I'm crying out
You still walk away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn

Maybe I should choose
Between what I want
And what I think I need

Why is all this so confusing?
Complicated and consuming
Why does all this make me angry?
Wanna go back to being okay