The Silver Lining

I think that has to have been the hardest thing I've ever done. To see my bestfriend in so much grief and pain.. that she has lost one of her bestfriends. To even think about losing one of mine, I get sick to my stomach. I don't ever want to know how that feels.. yet, one of my very own has to know that feeling so soon, at such a young age. It was a complete accident, and really nobody's fault. Things happen, and we just need to accept them. We need to face realization and see that we are only here for such a short period of time. And soon, we will reunite with our loved ones in Heaven. To see her like that, just made me cry.. Because I saw the pain in her eyes, and if I ever lost Wynnie.. I don't even know what I would do. I would have nobody to go shopping with and tell me what is cute and what is ugly. Nobody to sleepover and watch movies with me and each like pigs. Nobody to come visit me when I'm throwing up all over the place. Nobody to tell me the hard truth, when I need to face it. Typing this.. just makes all the pain come back. I'm so sorry for everybody who was close to her, her family, her bestfriends, and even her mere acquaintences. It's hard to lose somebody.. It's tragic. But wait, there's hope; the light at the end of the tunnel; the silver lining to a black cloud.. Though they are gone now, they are never lost. They will always be in your heart, and in due time, you will see them face to face again. Easier said than done, because I was never really close with her, but just accept it and remember all the happy memories you had with her. Just know that she's in a better place. Triss, I love you. Hang in there dear..
Rest In Paradise, Jessika Hwang, you will be truly missed.