Who Are You Now

I hate how you always say you're not apart of the family anymore. Just because you and dad divorced does NOT mean you're not my mother anymore. Why can't you ever do things for me without giving me grief for it? I'm only 15.. you have no idea how hard it is on me to have to do EVERYTHING for myself because you're not here anymore and I feel bad to ask you. I have so much homework to do every night and on top of that clean up the house and everything. You've raised me to do things with my full heart, so why can't you do the same. You always complain that I'm stressing you out and that you're gonna die sooner because I always make you angry. Well with the workload that I have, I'm gonna die sooner than you. You don't even go to the business anymore because Aunt Debra does that for you! All you do is pick me up from school and supposed to clean the house and cook dinner, but you can't even do that. Ugh, I wish my life would just rewind to a year ago when everything from surface level seemed to be okay.