Grumble

I hate how you take everybody and everything for granted. Your BESTFRIENDS secretly don't even like you! You flirt with EVERYBODY and even though you're single it doesn't give you an excuse. You contradict mostly everything you say and you act so dumb. I don't even bother talking to you anymore because you don't even appreciate it. I was there for you when you needed me and when I need you, you're GONE. Too busy flirting with other guys. You never stop to think about all the things your friends have to go through for you. Without us, you're basically nothing. You just frustrate me so badly and as hard as I try to be here for you, you don't even act like you want me around. Whatever happened to trying to talk to me more and trying to actually acknowledge me. For so long, I've been the only one trying in this friendship but I give up. I don't even know what I ever saw in you. You're starting to become the 8th grade you, the one I hated. I just wish that you would freaking open your eyes and pay attention to us and the way we treat you. Have you noticed we NEVER talk anymore?! And you think we do, haha, we don't. I helped you patch things up with your other bestfriend and then you leave me! Like what are you thinking?! I just, ughh!!!! I seriously HATE you. You're sucha freaking, sigh.. I'm short tempered. But this has been prolonged long enough! I'm sick of your crap, so when you're left on your sorry butt, and you come crawling back to your "bestfriends" maybe then you'll realize how much you need us. Whatever happened to "bestfriends over boyfriends"? Yeah, you say it, but you don't live by it. All of us have guys, but we always, ALWAYS, come through for each other.

I'm still here for you, and I love you. I just needed to vent.