gimme a break!

Ohboyy, I need a break. I need a vacation. I need to just run away from all of this stress and school work and frustration! I'm totally freaked out of highschool now. It just hit me that if I mess up now, it'll come haunt me in my senior year. It's so crazy, I'm like getting scared and a;ksjfb;a s :( I wish I could just fast forward life four years from now. I don't even want to go through with it. I have two C's and it's hitting my soft points. I need straight A's and I know I have to work for it and I am I just wish I could build a time machine :( Life is always beautiful but right now it's a little less beautiful than normal..

So yesterday! It was like fantastic, to the max. Except for the part when I had to go to the dentist and take like a billion shots! :( I hate shots, anyways! I went to Redondo Beach with my family! It was the best day ever. We walked on the boardwalk and everything was just so beautiful. Went to the mall and bought stufff :) And ended the day with a really yummy dinner.

Today Today, I live for one thing, to give You praise in everything I do! Today was anotheeer fantastic day! Woke up for church and the message was really good. We had a prayer walk today and it was just so good to have that realization that the world isn't perfect right now. It's far from it, the economy is the worst in five years, we're almost going into a depression and people are losing their jobs and families don't have food on the table. So just be glad for what you have and don't take anything for granted because you never know when it might get taken away from you.