freshman

First week of freshman year! What can I say? It's been... different :) So on the first day I couldn't sleep for some reason! So I was on the phone with Mady-liners until like one in the morning. Then I wake up at like six?? and I start school at 7:40! So I was like what the! But I woke up and just sat around staring off into blank space. Then at 7:00 I got dressed & OMG! My parents ohmywow, they wouldn't let me wear shorts! Cause apparently they're 'too' short?? But they're below my little mole on my leg & that's the mark that tells me whether it's too short or not. So they made me change into jeans on the first day and I was so mad at them I didn't talk to them at all that day!

French class, Mr. De Shan is funny! :) That's like the best period, well no, second best :) I learned how to count & colors. Second period english... Ms. White..... UGHHHHHHH! I want a new teacher I want a new teacher I want a new teacher I want a new teacher I want a new teacher, I WANT A NEW TEACHER! She is so amazingly anal. It's ridiculous what she makes us do, I miss Ms. Natividad :( I never understand any of the homework! If I get a B in that class my dream of valedictorian is gone... THIRD PERIOD JOHANNSEN! YAYYYYYYYYY :) I love Johannsen! He's theeeeeeeee bestestestest. He always side-tracks but still teaches us. And I have Wynnie, Kane, Tina, AY Samay in that class! It's my favorite :) Today we talked about how Henry VIII created the Church of England because he wanted to 'nook nook' Ann Boleyn :) Choir! Is choir and we sing and sing and sing. Geometry -________- I have a teacher who hates freshman and I just so happen to be a freshman! He can't teach either, well he's coool but he can't teach. If I fail that class I blame Mr. Daher ! :( & Then waterpolo/swim :) I'VE MISSED MY GIRLS SO MUCH! We went running this week and I'm so proud of Kiki, she didn't give up when she was panting the whole last mile. I've always liked school so I cannot complainn but daaaaaaang, it's different!

I talked to Mady-liners yesterday! & We've come to a conclusion that it's not up to us anymore. The ball is in your court now. Well, for our own person, since they're different. It's not like we haven't tried, we have! & We got dissed everytime we did try! It's not like I want to say we're not friends. I mean, there's no reason for us not to be either. If somebody asked you why we weren't friends, you don't have a legit reason! & It sucks, cause you don't even realize how much it took for us to even get to that point and for you to just throw it all away within a matter of days. I see you at school and I walk right by as if we're strangers. But once before we were practically inseparable. In the end... It's not up to me anymore. If you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there.