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Give Me Something To Believe In, Cause I'm Losing Faith
I hate my life. I'm failing high school and I'm never going to make UCLA. If I don't go to UCLA, I don't know what I'll do with my life. My heart is set on becoming a doctor, graduated from UCLA and as far as I'm concerned, Mr. Silva and Mrs. Puzo have taken my dreams away. I hate Mr. Silva so much, I wish that he can just get a raise in Albuquerque so I never have to see him ever again. Why does my life suck so much. I'm such a pessimist now.
SHOOT ME NOW, PLEASE!
katherinee(7:08:32 PM): girl ! dude. just dont worry cause like.. e veryone has their own strengths and stuff. and like okay. you're sitll doing better (7:08:38 PM): than half of our year (7:09:09 PM): and it matters more about you doing your best. cause like.. dude who freaking cares (7:09:11 PM): liek those amazingly smart (7:09:13 PM): liek stephany yong (7:09:16 PM): and getting those awards (7:09:20 PM): and those nerds and stuff like (7:09:24 PM): okay good for them (7:09:27 PM): but its just like (7:09:34 PM): lets just work on our own things you know (7:09:47 PM): and you're stilll so smart (7:09:49 PM): and beautiful (7:09:55 PM): have so much BETTER (7:09:56 PM): personalities (7:10:01 PM): than more than 3/4 of the people at our SCHOOL (7:10:14 PM): okay those people who get into the best colleges (7:10:15 PM): they get in (7:10:20 PM): and they dont even know what to do with their lives (7:10:23 PM): anymore. cause its ilke okay i got in (7:10:24 PM): but NOW what (7:10:36 PM): its not about the grades you get (7:10:41 PM): its about the things you learn and how you apply them to your life (7:10:42 PM): which is kinda (7:10:43 PM): hypocritical (7:10:49 PM): about my grades so much too (7:10:52 PM): and i understand how you feel (7:11:04 PM): who get into good colleges (7:11:10 PM): it odesnt meant (7:11:13 PM): they're gonna be successful (7:11:14 PM): later on in life (7:11:19 PM): like my math teacher (7:11:20 PM): ms redcher.. (7:11:23 PM): she went to a cal state (7:11:27 PM): and then she (7:11:30 PM): transfered to UCLA (7:11:35 PM): and there are so many people (7:11:38 PM): who got accepted ot harvard (7:11:41 PM): and then after (7:11:47 PM): they just dont know (7:11:51 PM): they have the diploma (7:11:52 PM): and everything (7:11:58 PM): they waster their lives away (7:12:03 PM): just because you get good grades (7:12:08 PM): doesnt mean that yo're gonna do well in life (7:12:11 PM): some people who are smart (7:12:13 PM): are just socially awkward (7:12:18 PM): or have other problems (7:12:21 PM): and they cant work well (7:12:23 PM): with people in the REAL world (7:12:25 PM): which means (7:12:27 PM): who cares if they're smart (7:12:30 PM): they need to be hermits (7:12:32 PM): somehwere in the corner (7:12:35 PM): are someone who has POTENTIAL (7:12:36 PM): to be great (7:12:38 PM): you have DETERMINIATION (7:12:40 PM): and ambition (7:12:43 PM): and friends. (7:12:47 PM): and people who love (7:12:48 PM): and care for you (7:12:51 PM): and will be there for you (7:12:53 PM): every step of the way (7:12:56 PM): and even if you fall (7:12:58 PM): we're there to catch you (7:13:02 PM): do you honsetly think that (7:13:04 PM): like your true friends (7:13:07 PM): will leave you hanging (7:13:09 PM): if you're going through a hard time (7:13:11 PM): or youre suffering (7:13:13 PM): or you need smoething (7:13:14 PM): of course not
katttherinee (7:14:44 PM): in all things GOd works for the good of His people katttherinee (7:14:47 PM): you know. and he has a plan for you katttherinee (7:14:50 PM): idk what it is.but i'm sure its great katttherinee (7:14:53 PM): adn im sure wherever you GO katttherinee (7:14:58 PM): youre gonna touch the lives of everyone you meet katttherinee (7:14:59 PM): and katttherinee (7:15:05 PM): i guess katttherinee (7:15:08 PM): we just have to trust in Him katttherinee (7:15:09 PM): cause i find it so hard katttherinee (7:15:14 PM): like. i always want to do things my way katttherinee (7:15:19 PM): and have things happen the way i planned them out to be katttherinee (7:15:23 PM): but.. God knows better than i do katttherinee (7:15:27 PM): and he knows where my life is headed katttherinee (7:15:28 PM): and at least katttherinee (7:15:30 PM): one thing katttherinee (7:15:33 PM): we have that so many peopel don't katttherinee (7:15:37 PM): is the assurance and the faith katttherinee (7:15:41 PM): to know that God is gonna be there for us katttherinee (7:15:45 PM): no matter what point we are in our lives katttherinee (7:15:47 PM): or what we're going through katttherinee (7:15:51 PM): and that's good enough katttherinee (7:15:54 PM): he'll pick us up katttherinee (7:15:56 PM): when we're stuck in that hole katttherinee (7:16:02 PM): and katttherinee (7:16:04 PM): if he's gonna take us somewhere katttherinee (7:16:08 PM): and we're gonna have to struggle katttherinee (7:16:16 PM): then i guess.. we just have to trust in His ultimate plan katttherinee (7:16:19 PM): and as christians katttherinee (7:16:22 PM): even if WE fail katttherinee (7:16:31 PM): we still know that God's plan hasn't katttherinee (7:16:39 PM): and we're so lucky katttherinee (7:16:45 PM): because non-christians who go to the best colleges make the best money katttherinee (7:16:49 PM): and outwardly have the perfect life katttherinee (7:16:52 PM): they dont have that katttherinee (7:16:55 PM): and they have nothing after THIs life. katttherinee (7:17:18 PM): and nothing will ever satisfy katttherinee (7:17:25 PM): but we can be satisfied in God My motivator in life. I freaking love this girl so much! There's a reason why God placed her in my life and there's a reason why she's my bestfriend and I can tell her anything. Her faith and compassion for others inspire me to be compassionate towards others. There's no way I could live without her. I freaking love you kchung!
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